I really HATE it when I sms u to ask a question but u dont reply.
It pissed me off.

Went shopping just now, bought clothings and body shop stuffs.
I bought 2 checkers tops but my sis sae its ugly.
The dress, she sae it looks normal.
Really feel like punching her.
But I had lots of fun shopping and spending money.
When I view my acc thru ib just now, I got a shock tho.

May's plan is officially called off, think I will be changing my leave.
Im abit bu shuang abt it.
But what can i do.

I can feel that my dream is getting nearer.
I hope I can cross this obstacle.

しぶやえかにものにいきます。

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くらやみ　の　むこう　がわ　ひかり　さす　ばしょ　お　もとめ
ひとつ　のこった　つばさ　ひろげて　も　
しんじつ　に　だけ　とどかない

Even if I search for a light place over the darkness
Spreading the only wing left for me
I can't reach the truth alone

とぶ　こと　に　つかれて　も　はね　おろす　ゆうき　も　ない
もしも　ねがい　が　ひとつ　かなう　なれ
いっそ　ここ　から　つれだして

Even when I get tired of flying, I don't even have courage to rest my wing
If I could have a wish come true
Take me away from here, please

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IF I have been decisive then,
maybe it cldnt be e same now..