Michelle Ong Hui Shan = LOSER!
I sucks at stress management.
Compared to so many others, my stress level is nothing.
But yet, I always complained and complained.
I am super ashamed of myself.
I guess I have tons of tears within, and so I am super useless.
Its really so embarrassing!!
I guess e real source of stress = my own expectations.
I hate it when I am lously.
But I am okay alr. Really Okay.

Really thanks to min, who accompanied me for kbox on thur.
Despite e fact that she is working on fri.
She is e 2nd person to help me relieve my stress.
Min, u r e best!

We went to amk for crab ytd for my sis bday.
E butter crab is super delicious.
Definitly e crab bee hoon is my all-time fav.
Saw my darling cousin ytd, she wanted to come to my hse.
But I didnt bring her here, guess she will be coming ltr.
Haha. Looking forward to c her.

I want more leave!!
I want to start my jap learning.
April seems so far.
Kat-tun really can make me happy.
Their nonsense.

Went Natas Fair and say hi to my ex-colleagues.
But TENSION with me n my ex-colleagues.
Dont know what to say, when to smile. lol.
If you really had something in mind alr,
it is a courtesy to let others know,
so that we wont behave like fools, including u in e plan.
Is it really so diffcult to open ur mouth?!
Each and every time, I met up w e rest.
I realize I am really drifting away from them.
It is my fault, but I am sick of not knowing anything.
Cos I hate e tension within my own heart.

How. HOw. HOW. How.
I am really dying to go japan!