Firstly, SORRY to lin and ying for screwing up tonight's plan with my useless body and me. I do hated the fact that I always get sick so easily.

Secondly, my parent quarrel AGAIN. People always said that people of different thinkings may click well for long term purpose. But I DONT agree with such a statement, I think my parent have rather extreme thinking, I felt that they cant seem to click. I am so sick and tired of their cold war. I dont like the fact that they quarrel all the time. But each time, I think I cldnt take a stand to say who is right or wrong becos both of them seem to have their RIGHT point. So who is wrong. Maybe me for not able to make things right for them. I just wanna escape from this home each time they quarrel. I love them but only when we are happily having our dinner and shopping. Can I have the good times back once again? I really had enough of their nonsense.

Thirdly, I would say my mom is really great. If next time, I am to be a mother, I am afraid I may not be able to do the same things for my child. All moms are great isnt it. I can give u example how good she is. The last time when we had cold war, it lasted for 2months ++. I didnt talk to her at all, no matter how everyone persuade me. I even got scoldings from my aunties for being so bad to her. But the reason for the ending of our cold war is I am sick and she took care of me, thats how we start to talk after the 2months. She gave in first, she talk to me first just because I am sick. And of course of the many small things that she has done so far, I am really grateful.

P/S: Above is my shuai shuai NAO that I always mention. Shuai hor. By the side, the other members of ALICE NINE: nao.saga.shou.hiroto.tora.