Thanks to my cousin's help.
I manage to get my NEW desktop online. I am so so so happy. Got to really thank my cousin for his help. I promise him and his wife a treat, haha.

So angry at work. Because today there is this fucker who create something out of nothing. I really feel like screaming back at him and said " Sir, if you dont even know what is going on, dont act smart infront of me, dont behave as if you are some big shot when you are just an asshole." TMD. Because of my responsibilty and work ethic, I told myself to bear with your stupid nonsense. But asshole, just fuck off. Get out from my sight. I dont understand why people are behaving like that, they only make themselves seem so stupid and idiot. This guy made me cried.

Nahz, nothing big deal, I just drop 2tears after that I am cursing in my heart. I know I am working, I know I have to tolerate with all the stupid shit. Damm it. Damm the stupid unstandardized banking practices which are always making my life so difficult. Damm myself for being so useless. I should have been stronger. Couldnt blame, I was already crying and crying the night before. I am just in a bad mood coz my whole life is screwed up with all sorts of nonsense. I just want a peaceful life. I just want my life that way, so simple. But why is my wish not granted??

I hate it.
I hate it.
I hate it.


I once cried when I was doing my english paper 1, reason being the story I wrote was my true story. I couldnt help but cried as I wrote. Right now, the story is back again to screw up my life. Sometimes, I really have no idea what is happening. I dont know what exactly I want. But this is definitly not what I want.

I will work hard to achieve all that I want!

The greatest hit of my birthday is that I received my no.1 wishlist item, got a shock that someone can read my mind. The greatest miss will be I received the last item in my wishlist too. lol. Is it meant to be like that?? Ok, I sound bad..

But thanks everyone for all the gifts and birthday messages. Actually, what I like most abt 2808 is that I always receive very sweet birthday sms and cards. That is the BEST, I swear, it makes me so happy, especially sms from those whom I hardly contact but yet they still remember. I am so touched. Thanks everyone!! The sms and cards made my day 280806! Thanks for remembering. For those who didnt remember, it is ok, I can feel your sincerity too. LOL =P
Sorry if I didnt reply or say thanks so sincerely because I really duno how to express my thanks.