Life is just a complicated cycle where human beings make use of each another to survive. If u dont believe, just observe and u will believe me. Making use may not be till the extent of bad intentions but just plainly making use of one another to ensure their life can go on. Actually, you & me are doing it everyday.

As time goes by for my work @ POSB, I realize many singaporeans are really so damm rich except for me, it seems easy for them to have so many k(s) in their acc where I don't even have one. I realize I really have got to work harder for my future, I want many k(s) too! My colleagues are great savers too. They dun really spend much and their main expenditure are household and kids expenses, their kids go for duno how many lessons lo, got swimming, piano, violin, etc. But they still can save. Wow, Wow, Wow. Therefore, my conclusion is youngsters are really so cui, who dont save. omg. I am constantly reminding myself to save and spend wisely. Right now, the main target is to save for a holiday trip. I must realize this. Haha. Lets wait and see, maybe after 2years, I am still unable to hit that.

I am always reminding and telling myself what I should and should-not do to the extent that I am so tired with myself of the stupid rules that I set. I wish I can bring down that PRIDE and be myself. I want to be someone who follows my heart not mind.