Today is my off day at home. But I am down with flu again. =(

I am still thinking about what the doctor told me, you should do some exercise to improve your blood circulation.To be frank, after my poly first year when I was enrolled to Sports & Wellness, I did not exercise at all. I am such an unhealthy and lazy girl.

I am having fun doing some silly things recently and the funny thing is I can actually get happy for a few minutes over the silly thing. I do wish I am only a young girl now so that no matter what I do cant be wrong. **I wonder where has “me” gone.**

My grandfather is admitted into the hospital on last thursday. I am so worried for no reason. After my grandma's death, I get paranoid when someone is admitted into the hospital. I know one cant be well all the time. Needless to say, I hope he can be well again. It seem like he cant recognize me anymore.

I seem so old right now. That day, went out with my sis and her friends for awhile b4 meeting biao jie, they are so lively and young while I really seem so old. I wish I can be 17 this year, dont have to grow up. Argh. All working adults are old lady, thats what my friend said. It is not fair. I still want to lead a young life.