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I am so useless =(

Monday, March 20, 2006 Y

I realized I am so fragile, so weak.
I realized I am too dependent on others.
I realized I am too useless and stupid.
I realized I have only been a trouble to others.
I realized I am a good for nothing.
I realized there is nothing I can accomplish.
I realized I have NO strengths to be mentioned of.
I realized I am only a crybaby who cry when met with failure.
I realized I am not strong enough to face the world.
I dont know what is wrong.
I hate myself for being so useless.
I hate myself for being such a big failure.
I hate myself for being so weak all the time.
I promised in my next life, I will try to be more useful.

When everything seems so wrong for me and when life is bad. Xiao hong, thanks a lot for giving me some support. I really need that. Thanks.


I am so useless =(
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-Her thoughts, daily happenings and feelings-






Welcome Y

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Travelling is my favourite hobby.
Going to each and every different place
in the world is my GREATEST DREAM.
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I have lots of dreams.
I WANT to get each & every of them fulfilled.
I am now living each and every day
with ALL my DREAMS in mind.
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Now, the smallest dream is to watch
KAT-TUN concert LIVE!!
. This is no longer a dream! It came true!!!
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The Girl Y

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I am a super normal girl.
Abit crazy and very different.
Always create TROUBLE for myself.
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I like to think the impossible
thinking that they will really happen
therefore constantly living in fear.
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I hate the FACT that life is so fragile.
There are people who wanted so much to live
but yet they cant.
Human beings are that WEAK over their fate.
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Chats Y



Links Y

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---shimin
---lynnette
---wan er
---winnie
---yanling