Reasons for being happy:
1. Everyone is very nice to me today!
2. I got more surprises today.
3. They sayang me before they went to the press conference, I am so touched.
4. They said very nice words and their true confessions.
5. Even the not nice "her", is so nice to me these few days. (I may misunderstand her or perceive things in a selfish view because my impressions of her were very positive then. So am I wrong to have all the negative thinkings?)

Reasons for being sad:
1. I realize I cant bear to leave there, after 6months.
2. Everyone is so nice, which makes me feel so much like dropping tears. ( I tried hard to bear with it, it is tough for a crybaby like me)
3. I will miss them so so much, how?
4. They keep reminding me to keep contact and inform them if I change handphone number, if I find a job, if I am getting married. Hmm. Weird.

I am still upset about her, I dont want to see her tmr, she is forever so selfish.