I didnt bring my purse to work on sun coz I am lazy and I forget to bring the most impt thing which is my taka promoter card coz I need it to enter taka then I ask jasmine to bring one for me. We got caught, coz we are stupid, we arent supposed to use others' card. The story is too long le, but luckily, that guy returned us the card. If that guy is being GL, then my boss will know then both jasmine and me will kana. Thank god, I just dont want to drag her into the shit.

All of you do not really cared about me, I feel that you people are just upset that I am not doing things for you and I am doing things for others. Coz all of you are the SAME always asking me to do things which you people dont want to do. So cut the act la, I am ok with it de, I will do everything, all the shit stuffs.

I am stucked in between of so many things and decision makings.

It has always been like this. Always. So am I used to it or am I still unable to take it? I dont know. Maybe there is a different explanation to my behaviour.

Will I see you again? This is what is on my mind now. But even if I get to, maybe it is for the last time. I will cherish. I hope my mind will be clear that day. If I dont, I wish you all the best. I will be fine. I will.

I am feeling happy at this end and upset at the other end.

It is not that I feel anything for you but I just dont like to see THAT. It still hurts as I am made from flesh, fats and bones.








It is not that I am reaaally that unhappy with my life. It is just that I tend to emphasis on the unhappy things, same thing for my diary, most of my entries are negative coz I tend to write or blog when I am unhappy. Boh bian, I am like that. lol =p