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After a long rest...still feeling unwell..

Tuesday, January 03, 2006 Y

After resting for 5days, I am still feeling unwell now. I still feel like vomiting. I feel giddy now.

RECALL: Last Thursday, I went to see doctor at cck polyclinic due to the serious gastric flu. I wouldnt walk properly then because my whole body feel numb and weak. I vomit whatever I eat for the day. I just couldnt put anything into my mouth. The same thing for Friday too. I feel weak all over. The worst thing is I cant celebrate marilyn bday with the rest. What THE.

Then sat night, my worst experience hit me. My whole body muscle and nerve are all not within my control. My head keep turning to the right and I tried to turn back to the left but I CANT!! Same thing for my eyes, my eyes just keep looking up, I tried to look down but I cant. I cant stand straight, my back nerve are pulling me and I am standing like a S shape.

I duno how to use words to describe how I feel at that time. It was so painful and it makes me feel so miserable then. I was at home with my younger sis then. She was very scared. She called my parents and they came home after watching King Kong halfway.

They brought me down to my family doctor at around 10pm. He said it was drug allergic, the medicine I got on thur caused things to be like that. I had to take an injection immediately and he gave me medicine to relax my nerves.

When I got home, my neck turned to the left side this time round but my eyes and back is ok le. The doctor said the injection needs hours to take effect. So I stayed up until my whole body feels perfectly alright before going to bed. I waited and waited. The pain is enough to kill me, my tears just keep rolling down. It is just so painful when your head keep turning to the left, I turned to the right, the head auto turned left again. And my hand moves without me realizing. Coz my sis said I keep touching my hair but I didnt realize that, I didnt mean to do that.

Now, I just want to get well, I eat medicine until I am so afraid. I still feel so afraid upon recalling what happened. I dont want things to be like that. It is so miserable.


After a long rest...still feeling unwell..
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Welcome Y

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Travelling is my favourite hobby.
Going to each and every different place
in the world is my GREATEST DREAM.
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I have lots of dreams.
I WANT to get each & every of them fulfilled.
I am now living each and every day
with ALL my DREAMS in mind.
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Now, the smallest dream is to watch
KAT-TUN concert LIVE!!
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The Girl Y

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I am a super normal girl.
Abit crazy and very different.
Always create TROUBLE for myself.
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I like to think the impossible
thinking that they will really happen
therefore constantly living in fear.
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I hate the FACT that life is so fragile.
There are people who wanted so much to live
but yet they cant.
Human beings are that WEAK over their fate.
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