Think I am too stressed up recently. Now, it is a period when my feelings and thoughts were all jumbled up. And I cant think rationally. When I am angry with something or someone, I just cant think rationally. Once one thing goes bad, everythings after that are bad too. I have to learn to use my brain instead of my heart and think RATIONALLY.

I think it is getting tougher and tougher to hang out with her. I always think that though we are considered as quite close but we lack "communication". I always cant communicate with her. We know nuts about each other. And we always don't have much things to chat. Even if we go out together, we also duno what to sae, duno what to talk about. So we will just hang out for a while then proceed home after that. Problems keep popping out now and then. What is happening? Is our friendship undergoing some major changes or the problem between us have never been solved since a century ago. I am sick and tired of us have problems all the time. I don't understand why it has to be like that. I just don't like all these to happen. I am tired of all these. This sem is definitly a jinx sem. We just cant get along. Thats it. Maybe, this sem we clash ba.

If you want to be respected, you will have to learn to respect others in the first place. If you fail to do that, then you don't deserve the respect you expect from others.